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Another thing to use --- and misuse. Well, I still don't have any idea at all what to write. But I definitely will start soon. I am waiting for that inspiration to arrive.

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November 24, 2008
3:26 AM

I was awakened by a gentle tug. My "thirdling" needed milk. After feeding her, I found myself unable to return to slumberland.

At this very wee hour of the morning eleven years ago, I was also roused from my sleep by a soft pat. "Dai, imong daddy gi-Code Blue," the resident doctor stated with genuine empathy. Having already anticipated that the inevitable would happen, I calmly called home and told mother to come ...

After rewatching "Waterloo" for the gazillionth time early evening, then talking to my GF on the phone at around midnight. I was still wide awake 2 hours later, playing Rome: Total War. So what kept me up?

Well, I had only one Gallic province to wipe out. Interestingly enough, their last province was not in France--it was in the Iberian peninsula hehehe), and I promised myself to wipe the Gauls off the face of the Earth with that last battle on Spanish soil, and what a grand ...

I'm back in Cebu. Trip back was a lot more pleasant than my trip going to Mindanao, because I didn't have a headache this time around. I arrived really early (that new Cebu Ferries ship is really fast--not sure if it's really new or perhaps the engine was refurbished, but boy was it fast), and was still able to get to my boarding house, freshen up, and get to work like any other day.

Saw two crosses on the road that leads to our office. I asked around and it turned out two people ...

Times like this makes me feel indifferent about things around me.

A lot of things is boggling in my mind and even writing them all down here won't lessen the burden.

A burden but not a problem though.

But I can't avoid to be annoyed with myself when I start thinking that it gets to be a burden. Things that I wanna do... things that I should have done... things that I did.

Some would even think that I am carrying a problem in mind but not ...

Funny that I just made a blog prior to this one and I just got a forwarded message from Shak of Harakiri Mosh:

"when someone is flirting with you...

please COOPERATE."

It's funny coz that's the last thing I could not do this time even if I want to.

A guy is (I think) flirting with me as of the moment and I just find it hard to show even a bit of interest even if I feel the same way. I just think it's not the right time though ...

I now feel hesitant to show that I like the guy even when I know he likes me,too and he likes me first! Maybe it's because I don't wanna expect this time for anything from anyone. I have been through a lot of things. Maybe not that bad but definitely not the good way.

I feel like I'm playing safe this time. Being careful about everything when it comes to stuff like this. I don't wanna risk any time too precious to lose. I am no longer in a hurry and things can wait.

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