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I own the saddest eyes in the world--
everything i see connects me to you.
I own the loneliest eyes in the world--
everything i perceive falls down to you.

I own the coldest hands in the world--
your hands are the only thing that keeps them warm.
I own the most empty hand in the world--
your hands are the only thing that fills it up.

I own the most melancholic silence in the world--
for I could not talk without hearing my own ...

Lose You Now- Becca

I don't wanna sleep tonight
Someone's got to fight this fight
I can't do it on my own
And i can't make you turn around
Get us back on solid ground
If i'm standing here alone

Everyday I slip away a bit more
But you can't expect me to surrender

I don't wanna lose you now
I don't wanna lose you now
It's not too late
Can't we just wait
Won't you please say 'We'll figure it out' ...

I drink tears for breakfast, Extreme sadness for lunch, And thoughts of you for dinner.
So that by the time I go to bed and sleep, my dreams will be your shelter.
I cry tears on your pillow while I hug it late at night
And I’ll talk to the moon and ask if you’re alright.
I will talk alone in the room, thinking your scent would hear me
They can call me crazy, but this is what’s happening to me.
They say I am strong and should endure what’s going on
But how

...

Few nights ago, my younger sister (16 years old, incoming 1st year college this June) and I talked about our love lives. I shared to her about the 4 ex's I had and how in love I was with them. To my surprise, she shared about her 10+ ex's, most of them, I had no idea!

Now she blurted out the words, "ENJOY BEING SINGLE." Ug sa dihang ni tuyok akong paminaw. That's not supposed to be the meaning of "enjoy being single" right?

What I understood with ...

i've been holding up these tears though it's welling up inside,
it fills my deepest pits and i think i can no longer hide,
i'd rather lock myself in and embrace your empty presence
than go out and explore and discover only your absence.

i keep asking myself questions only you can give the answers,
i keep regretting all the words that I said that made you suffer
i keep guessing God's intentions why He ended us this way
i keep wishing and i keep praying ...

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever ...

Bittersweet Memories- Bullet For My Valentine

You turn me off at the push of a button
And you pretend that I don't mean nothing
I'm not a saint that's easy to tell
But guess what, honey, you ain't no angel

You like to scream me as words as a weapon
Well, go head take your best shot, woman
I wanna leave you, it's easy to see
But guess what, honey, it's not that easy

We get so complicated
This thing is for our memories ...