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that this would be over soon...

i feel like this is my karma for:

threatening to leave you just because i want to see that you will beg me to stay;
leaving you outside the restaurant and make you stay out for hours hungry while i am inside it eating just because you can't pay what i fancy to eat;
making you wait and wait and hang on to my promise that i will be home at this time and yet i didn't go home at all;
letting you clean up my mess since i don't know any household chores;
insisting ...

since God probably realized that I've got no more tears to shed and yet my heart still wants to lament, He decided to save my eyes the trouble of getting swollen again and the embarassment of catching too much attention from people who would ask "what happened to her?" He let the sky cry a heavy downpour all over the city. It's cold and gloomy here in my office and the city's all gray and damp. This blog would be my silent prayer of gratitude to God for not letting me cry but is still ...

If there's one hobby I have totally ceased to engage in, primarily due to time and budget constraints (well, what other constraints are there?), it's the classic "boy's hobby" called plastic scale modeling.

(from wikipedia) Plastic models, often called scale models, are models manufactured as kits which are assembled by hobbyists, and intended for static display. The most popular subjects of plastic models by far are vehicles such as aircraft, ships, automobiles, and armored ...

if you ask me if i'm already okay,
the answer is, "i don't know."
if you ask me if i'm fine with the present,
the answer is, "to hell you go!"

if you ask me if i'm coping up,
then tell me what you see.
if you ask me to pretend that i don't know you,
then you must've lost your sanity.

if you ask me if i can let you go,
just look at my middle finger, honey.
if you ask me why it's hard to do,
well, ...

Featured in www.pinoyapache.blogspot.com on April 22, 2011

AFTER OUR PURPOSE in Asturias, Cebu is finished for this day on February 24, 2010, we sped back to where we came from three hours ago to the Trans-Central Highway and then to Cebu City. This mountain highway links Metro Cebu to the western coast particularly to Balamban town where there is a major ship-building facility located.

Omar Pace drove the Suzuki Multicab to the Trans-Central Highway and as it climbed ...

i am getting used to crying
i am getting familiar with my tears
i am getting the feel of melancholy
i am getting the lesson of my fears

i am eating my pride everyday
i am chewing off my dignity
i am shredding all that's left of me
to keep you within my boundary.

i am swallowing these bitter pills of rejection
i am always face flat on the floor
i am kneeling to pins and needles of pity
so as not to let you walk out ...