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since we broke up and you went back to me and i keep asking you questions, you talk in riddles...if not in riddles, in songs. why can't you stop beating around the bush and answer my questions directly instead of talking to me in idioms, riddles, songs, and hieroglyphics?! i know you are having your own personal battles to win over however if you are to win that, will that make the war stop? it seems like it was ages when you told me to hold on and not let go so that we can be able to reach the ...

Ever saw a stranger roaming around on his own looking poor and homeless and you almost die of feeling thinking to yourself "Poor guy, where is his family? How can they just leave him like that? What's our government doing about this?"

Well now I know sometimes it's not the family's fault, nor the government's. He must have beaten his sisters or threatened his mother. He must have been on drugs and/or drinking too much alcohol until he finally alienated everyone close to ...

ever since you left and made me beg and eventually came back because you still loved me, i don't know what to say or to react anymore...maybe because my heart was sooo wounded it just stopped beating...or maybe i was slowly learning to let go when you left...or maybe i was just sad by the thought that you were able to leave me despite your promises...i don't know...one thing's for sure, i am sad...

You needed space and you needed me to leave,
I gave you that.
You needed to sort your troubles all by yourself,
I granted you that.
You wanted to shut me up so as not to disturb you,
I did that.
You wanted not to see me as often as before,
I followed that.

Now here you come serenading when you saw me cry,
Here you come embracing me and wanting me to smile.
Here you come to ask me what I was doing with a certain guy,
Well, ...

Dear Lyra,

For God's sakes! stop being whiny and clingy and scared! You have been in this drama before, the only difference is the relationship you've exited is something you've had for so long that you've been used to it and you never thought there would be an exit! Look at you! your eyes are swollen sh!t and your face is tear stained! your curls looked bushy and you look soooo pathetic! where's your self preservation dear? where's your self respect? stop begging and stop wishing ...

"This Photograph Is Proof (I Know You Know)"

Well, i'll wait till you listen
I wont say a word
to follow your instincts
just never worked for me
you're silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card)
and you're noticing nothing again

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself

(Feel it out for ...

Dear Silver,

I didn't really understand what you were trying to say when you called me on the phone. I heard you but I couldn't decipher the words. I can't say I was surprised - I have been overwhelmed by the sound of your voice too many times before; it's always so strong and almost growling, like a lion's. In fact, the first time I saw you you reminded me of a lion patiently waiting and looking for something; every movement planned, controlled. Whatever it is you have to go through, ...