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dear child,

i am still three and twenty years living and you're still five. you know not of my existence and you need not know of it actually. i am just flustered with the recent events that occured that made a complete 360 degrees sommersault in my life-- it was the day i heard the news about you. note that i am not blaming you dear. i am just telling you a tale that you might read perhaps one day when you reached the age of reason and of love.

your father met your ...

Featured in www.pinoyapache.blogspot.com on May 24, 2010

I FIND IT BOTHERSOME walking my hiking shoes on paved roads. The shoes are expensive and the lugs wear out easily. You have to need those lugs to dig deep in the dirt trail to keep your footing stable. As much as possible, you have to preserve the soles and walking on a concrete and asphalt road wouldn't help any.

The road from Guadalupe to Napo, our jump-off point for Mount Babag, is a paved road and every two ...

A few questions that I need to know
How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
And how long it's been going on
Was it that i never paid enough attention
Or did I not give enough affection
Not only will your answers keep me sane
But I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face
Or even on the phone,
You can write it in a letter
Either way I have to know
Did I never treat you ...

"smile to blow all your worries away, smile for a better day", a simple line that came unto my mind that had driven me to write.

Well you see, It's a rain-filled evening here at our place and so i took my chances and start writing out. I'm not best at this but i guess it's worth a shot. Well, I have been writing stuffs since high school and this had been my latest attempt to check if i still have the wit to do this things.

At this present stage of my life ...

I am a self-confessed perfectionist. I guess I couldn't blame myself because I have no less been nurtured by my perfectionist father. He, having lived through a difficult life, had to endure skipping meals while yet younger and orphaned (although he still had his father but his father had his new family; his mother died of giving birth to him), had vowed to give the best for his family, no matter what the cost.

I grew up with the word STANDARD. There was always a better, if not the ...

My eyes are wide awake, lost in oblivion. At this part of my life, I don't know what else matters. Words seem to elude me, like the drops of the morning dew. Nothing else makes sense. Things I considered to be right before now don't show its verity.

Do I ever have my own place in the sun or am I a forever alien to an existence that only I knew? An outsider looking in, I will forever be.

Who am I to judge what truly matters in life? I'm a spider trapped in my own web, ...

today i had that involuntary twitch on my left hand. i always had that twitch before. what it usually does is my pinky finger involuntary rubs my ring finger since my ring finger had that engagement ring with your name engraved in it. i always do that especially when i am frustrated about something i can't get or if i am in deep thought. i was always used to it. suddenly, out of the blue, i had that involuntary movement again. and i just realized, or my pinky rather, that the engagement ring that ...