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i got a 5-day leave to celebrate my birthday. i didn't expect my birthday leave would comprise only of staying at home and swallowing pills for colds. i am sneezing non stop! i feel like a disturbance when i sneeze even if i cover my nose and mouth when i sneeze. it's like i'm spreading a virus or something.

my mother was 24 when she got married and had me. i am now 24 and i am here in this net cafe with a browser that sucks and a usb port that can't be read! i wish i was back in Laguna where the pc is damn good and the internet is flowing like water. brrrr...!!!

i am 24 and so far what i've achieved is my job which does not require me to take calls but pays a lot than those that are enslaved by phones. i have bought a laptop, an LED tv, some good appliances, a touch screen phone, and ...

i booked tickets already and had all my schedule drafted in my Starbucks 2011 planner a week before my birthday which is tomorrow, August 20,2011. I had it all made out and I'm a bit excited about it actually. I've been itching to tell my plans to the world but i am scared that fate would hear it and might intervene and ultimately ruin what i had sorted out so it was best for me to shut up. well, here is the list of my plan for my 5-day birthday holiday.

~ i booked a flight in PAL ...

i've always believed that dreams are warning signs for the future to come and that i have to heed and be wary about it. last night, i dreamt of me and a friend whom i called Maya (although i think that Maya was also me since i don't have any friends with that name and my second name is May) that we were being chased by a snake. i don't know what i was doing but i was looking at Maya running around and I was screaming her the instructions on what she must do. Now, I've learned thru Discovery that ...

i'll turn 24 on the 20th. this would be the birthday i surely can't forget. this is the 1st birthday that i am not excited to celebrate. i wish something would happen.

Hymn to Isis

For I am the first and the last
I am the venerated and the despised
I am the prostitute and the saint
I am the wife and the virgin
I am the mother and the daughter
I am the arms of my mother
I am barren and my children are many
I am the married woman and the spinster
I am the woman who gives birth and she
who never procreated
I am the consolation for the pain of birth
I am the wife and the husband
And ...

i was busy browsing for the lyrics of a let-go song that would inspire me much to let go of my dire misery with my broken heart when an email popped out. it was from him on his old gmail account. i was surprised so i checked it. it was an ecard greeting. i could no longer pull up the page since it already expired. it bothered me alot since i don't know what the hell was the ecard for. i checked the message again and i saw the sending date was 04/06/11. It was our anniversary. and i don't have single ...