onlyvic

I now feel hesitant to show that I like the guy even when I know he likes me,too and he likes me first! Maybe it's because I don't wanna expect this time for anything from anyone. I have been through a lot of things. Maybe not that bad but definitely not the good way.

I feel like I'm playing safe this time. Being careful about everything when it comes to stuff like this. I don't wanna risk any time too precious to lose. I am no longer in a hurry and things can wait.

When I am with a guy, I try to imagine if we could be a couple and think of what would happen. But if there are no feelings, even an imagination is not acceptable at all.

But sometimes, I start to think that worrying about what would happen in the future might make things more complicated.