U need to reassess urself & ur marriage w/ ur husband...Maybe u guys need to spend more time together instead of lagyo permi.Ur focus is not w/ ur family sa ako lang pagbasa sa imong gi istorya dri & I'm guessing murag naa kay nah ganahan nga lain?hehehehe...Try to work it out first ug kn dili madala then atleast u gave it a try...For me,I don't agree in staying in a marriage for the sake of the baby or kids just to have a complete family coz it will never work & both of u will be unhappy...Both of you need a long talk & just open up to each other...