Mindless Thoughts & Serious Scribblings

[splendid moonlight]

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i'm not sad
it's the smoke that gets in my eyes
that makes me look as if i'm about to cry

[Bigfoot Oracle]

this ain't a boot camp! i don't wanna take sides...i'm so torn with the thought of em bleeding..hurting..

i can't stand seeing her cry..i can't stand seeing them cry...i was just too happy..i couldnt seem to feel their pain at that moment...and now i...i don't know what to say...

i bleed..

[splendid moonlight]

there's a warmth in my heart
it haunts me when you're gone
mend me to your side and never let go
say time knows nothing
we'll never grow cold

the more i live
the more i know
what's simple is true
i love you.

[Bigfoot Oracle]

blah blah blah blah blah...

looking myself in the mirror...i see a green-eyed monster....

[~AsSaSsIn_GuRl~]

I don't even know what time it is butI'm still awake...Day or night, it makes no diff'rence to me I still can't get my eyes to sleep...

[~AsSaSsIn_GuRl~]

I'm just missing somebody, a friend, a confidant... For the past few weeks we haven't seen each other but once, an I miss him so...

[josephdc]

As soon as you leave my sight
To travel to distant places
Where you have to work
I begin to grow anxious

Anxious because
You might meet someone
Nicer than me,
More kind than me,
More gentle than me,
More clever than me,
More handsome (this is debatable) than me
In short -
better than me in many ways

It might happen in a v-hire
On your way to Liloan
Or in a pumpboat to the island of
Negros
It might happen in a multicab
to Dumaguete
Or in a bus to Bayawan, Bais, or the
towns nearby

It might happen in a Supercat trip
to Bohol, or in a jeepney in Siquijor

It might happen in one of your company's
bi-annual conferences
or business meetings

Despite your reassurances
That you love and will always love only me
I'm still insecure

But I love you
And will always love you
I will never bind you
Or attempt to possess you

The essence of love
is freedom

If ever you will change your mind
about your love for me
and seek or accept the love of someone else
Although you will be throwing me to the darkest,
deepest pit of Hell
Know that I will not cage you
Although you will be wounding me deeply,
and scar my heart for life,
shatter my soul, and cause me to swear
never to entrust my heart to anyone again
I will never shackle you

You are my first and my last

[fingolfin]

.................[size=24px]U.R.A.Q.T.[/size]

[josephdc]

I'd like to live in Dumaguete
To be nearer you

But aside from that
Dumaguete is a nice, serene city

I'd like to study in Silliman
To take up AB English and Literature
or BS Social Work --
The former because I would like
to devote some years
in the study of words
To read books, to analyze novels
and short stories
and to construct and appreciate poems
I'd like to think that the study of
literature would enrich my mind
and the world around me;
And the latter because I also want to
devote myself in some worthy
undertaking
Nothing is more important in this world
than to commit yourself
to help those in need
to uplift the conditions of people
who are suffering --
But the tuition costs have sky-rocketed
to a shameless degree
Education should be affordable
It should not be a privilege for the rich only

I'd like to work in Dumaguete
To sustain a lifestyle that I'd like to devote
reading books, seeking learning and wisdom
I'd like to read Filipiniana literature
Ones that seek to analyze our society
and what's wrong with it

I'd like to live simply, humbly, truly,
honestly
And during afternoons, I'd like to sit
on a bench along the boulevard
spend some time with my love,
read a book,
or watch the sea and the ships dock
at the port
I'd like to see the sun set in the horizon
and greet night time with a tired smile

[Bigfoot Oracle]

Steve Vai...and the guys who watched that DVD concert...and a very familiar message...