Originally Posted by
sp4rkplug
Hi istoryans,
Maayong hapon.
Ganahan ta ko mo express sa akong feelings kay nanginahanglan ko ug advise.
Before I start with my dilemma, I'll give a small background.
I am in a relationship with someone I love dearly, and mag two years mi ani sa akong girl inig September.This girl is the very first girl I am with. Torpe ko nga guy as in. Haha!
Anyway, here's my pity story:
I work in a BPO industry, specifically an officer.
A year ago, I noticed a new batch of trainees toured inside the office. They were around ten to fifteen of them but I couldn't really see their faces cause of the mere fact na daghan sila.
Anyhoo, a week later, one of our trainers invited me to visit the new batch to say hello. I said my greetings, introduced myself, talked about my work, and a small background of my life. After ko ni storya in front I sat down beside the trainer.
While the trainer was discussing with the class. I noticed a tall, pretty girl that kept on looking/glancing at me. I didn't mind at all cause of the fact nga maybe I am a new face to them, but later on, she still kept on glancing every few seconds nya mo look away siya kung ako siya tan-awon. I am confused kay basin naay something sa akong face so I looked for a mirror but couldn't find anything gyud. On my mind, I thought nga basin gi judge ko ani niya kay chaka ko ug nawng. Haha! The day ended and I still couldn't puzzle what that girl was thinking.
Weeks later, the batch certified from being trainees, to full time agents so I congratulated them for certifying and for doing a job well-done. Few hours while working, I noticed the girl again. She just kept on glancing while taking calls but everytime I look at her, she would look away as fast as she can. I received mixed signals na - confused. Very confused.
Days later, the confusion has evolved. Transformed. Na crush nako ni girl which is a BIG NO. Naa koy gf. I love my girl so much.
However, temptation got me one day. She approached me and asked me questions about work and she seemed very interested with it. Our conversations got deeper and deeper nga I started to fall for her na. My co-officers and my agents have noticed that the girl seemed very interested in me. I didn't believe them jud para di mo dako akong ulo. Even up until now.
One day, ambot unsay nasulod sa akong utok, pero I asked her nga mag dungan mi ug lunch. She was very happy and said yes. We talked about a lot of things during lunch. Dako siya ug kaon mao I couldn't help but smile kay I find it very cute.
Ever since, mutapad jud siya ug lingkod nako. Mangita siya ug paagi para mag tapad mi. I fell for her more and more every day. Pero up until now, I still haven't put into mind nga she likes me. Di ko ganahan mag fineeler.
Until one day, naay ni bagtok sa akong ulo which made me realize nga I have a gf.
I should not be an asshole. I should not be a jerk. This made me decide nga it's wrong to be with this girl I'm falling for. I decided to stop seeing her. Everyday, I see her and my heart beats really fast gihapon. This continued for a couple of months.
One day, she resigned. I thought to myself, "Yes! Finally! Mao nani ako chance maka forget ani niya". I thought wrong. Three months flew and I still couldn't stop thinking about her if she's ok. I was sad.
Believe it or not, naka move on ra ko after another quarter. I couldn't feel anything when I thought of her na. I was happy again...
UNTIL ONE FREAKING DAY.
Nagkita mi last week. The SAME FEELING she gave me months ago came back. Her face, her figure, her hair, her eyes, her EVERYTHING. Butterflies everywhere. I know this is wrong. I just kept on thinking to myself, she doesn't like me but it doesn't help. We talked a bit and asked why I stopped. I couldn't talk. I walked away.
Insomnia has got the best of me. Haven't slept for 5 days na. I can't stop thinking of her na jud. Help!!!!
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