the loveletter you never sent?

[Silver_clone]

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i have a lot of unsent letters to my bf... but i dont have the courage to send those stupid letters to him... mukatawa nya xa...na masumbagan gud nako xa!

OT : wahahahahhaha. . chor oi.. ayaw nalang ehatag oi kay imow nya ko sumbagon..wahahaha.. joke.!!!!

hhhhhmmm. love letter? waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. . . . girls talk raman na cguro..

[shaxyra]

naa koy nkit-an sa akong notebook last month... ako unya to isuwat diri..hahahaha

Lablyp,
I don’t know what I did wrong to deserve such torture. Seeing myself losing all arguments we had, I think I’ve never done anything right. Were you right when you said I was wrong all along? That I shouldn’t have lied and you shouldn’t have left.

I cannot keep pretending that my life moves on easily just as if you never came and left. I assured you that you haven’t hurt me a bit, not in a slightest chance did you inflict pain. I lied. I am hurting and never been this hurt before. I just don’t want you to know my vulnerability towards all this. I don’t want you to come back just because you think you’ll take the pain away by doing so. Pride. Yes, that’s all I have now. That’s all I’m holding to because that’s all you left behind. You took my heart with you. I can’t move to ask it back. It’s better left that way. I’m tired of arguing. I’m tired of wanting to want me back. I know you do want me back. I just want to want. I love the feeling.

I love the pain I’m in right now. I love you just the same. I am enveloped in such melancholy. I just want it this way. I am human again.

Yes, I cry every night. But I assure myself my one last cry would have to follow soon. You have only been gone 10 days and after this surgical wound heals, the superficial would soon follow. I know because you taught me to.

Damn. I miss those songs you used to sing for me.

I miss you lyf… but that’s all there is, there isn’t anymore…

Need to sleep now…

I love you.. more and more…

Lab

[bikinibiAtch]

oooh i still have them!

[Genocide]

Lablyp,
I don’t know what I did wrong to deserve such torture. Seeing myself losing all arguments we had, I think I’ve never done anything right. Were you right when you said I was wrong all along? That I shouldn’t have lied and you shouldn’t have left.

I cannot keep pretending that my life moves on easily just as if you never came and left. I assured you that you haven’t hurt me a bit, not in a slightest chance did you inflict pain. I lied. I am hurting and never been this hurt before. I just don’t want you to know my vulnerability towards all this. I don’t want you to come back just because you think you’ll take the pain away by doing so. Pride. Yes, that’s all I have now. That’s all I’m holding to because that’s all you left behind. You took my heart with you. I can’t move to ask it back. It’s better left that way. I’m tired of arguing. I’m tired of wanting to want me back. I know you do want me back. I just want to want. I love the feeling.

I love the pain I’m in right now. I love you just the same. I am enveloped in such melancholy. I just want it this way. I am human again.

Yes, I cry every night. But I assure myself my one last cry would have to follow soon. You have only been gone 10 days and after this surgical wound heals, the superficial would soon follow. I know because you taught me to.

Damn. I miss those songs you used to sing for me.

I miss you lyf… but that’s all there is, there isn’t anymore…

Need to sleep now…

I love you.. more and more…

Lab

char.




_________________________________________________ [center]Tutuki lang ug sigi dibah maanad raka. =)

[farmboy]

time to check my draft folders...