Links to previous posts:
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https://www.istorya.net/forums/index....408#msg2282408
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https://www.istorya.net/forums/index....042#msg2286042
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https://www.istorya.net/forums/index....397#msg2286397
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https://www.istorya.net/forums/index....721#msg2286721
hello im back. i posted somehwere deep within the "Love Forums" section about my current love situation. followup lang ni ako karon.
from that day on, things are doin great with me and my gf. but we havent been goin out since and sa office ra jud mi mag lambing lambing if we get the chance. but this is not the concern im talking about. i know that my gf has been through a lot of things in the past and up until now daghan pa jud sya ug gihunahuna. things na di pa nya masulti nako bcoz for the reason kuno na di sya ganahan maapil ko sa iya mga problema. long story short i told her na di nako sya pugson na musulti, but i said na im here now and let me be part of her world. since amo relationship was somewhat "secret" if anyone recalled my last post, i tried to ask her yesterday na I want our relationship na ma "open" na coz i felt na having time at work alone is never enough. wa sya mutingog. as usual mao jud ni sya ug naay hunahunaon. then mukalit lang ug katawa then lambing nako. dont get me wrong ha, but i know she loves me no matter the consequences. kay mo hug sya kalit, or mo kiss sya kalit if she has the chance. she laughs at my corny jokes, jokes na never i did before. When di mi magkita kay di pa nya duty mo txt sya time to time. When shes out with friends mo txt gihapon sya ug where sya. and when i surprise her with something/things, mura sya makahilak na mo hug nako.
when we went home together i tried asking her if unsa iya gihunahuna about namo,about me. hilom sya kadyot. then taud taud ingon sya na di naman unta sya mag serious, kay mularga lagi daw sya sa gawas. to help with her baby, her family etc etc kay sya ra daw unta gisaligan if not unta sya naka baby ug sayo. hilom mi kadyot while walking.though her answer somehow concerns me. Then hilom nasad mi. ask ko sya, if unsa may plans nmo nako or para nato? Ingon sya na di pa sya makatubag ana…
So mao na sya. Should I let this bother me?