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Precious Illusion

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by , 11-13-2015 at 11:36 AM (1178 Views)
When you say you're staying because it's me you wanted, make sure you mean it. Or you're just wasting your f***ing time. Because I'm already tired of the chase, I'm tired of all the BS. Life is too short to build a relationship you don't even wanted at the first place.


I'm tired of being your teddy bear that gives you comfort when the real live person isn't there. While it's not exactly fair for you, for me to expect you can snap out fast from your last failed relationship, worse a marriage life you had, I can't seem to look at the issue at the positive light anymore especially when trust is broken between us, when betrayal has happened over and over again.


I don't need someone who sneak around behind my back after giving my trust. I have already loved you more than I loved anyone else, more than I have loved my self. You have reminded me that love shouldn't be this way, love should allow you to love yourself more. I'll take all the blame of your another failed relationship but I will never take a relationship full of lies, dishonesty and betrayal. I'm f***ing done being your doormat... I'm done being your comforter... I'm done being the sideline and the spare-tire all along. I'll take my love away from you and give it to someone else who deserves this kind of love. I don't need your kind of love - your love is a precious illusion.
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  1. iampaul07's Avatar
    so full of hate & pain.. awww
    princize likes this.
  2. princize's Avatar
    indeed... that's how when you feel you have more than enough. awww
  3. iampaul07's Avatar
    "I'll take my love away from you and give it to someone else who deserves this kind of love" - the next one will be lucky
    princize and balskie like this.
  4. luff101's Avatar
    I think you should love yourself more than anyone else before giving it to others.
    princize likes this.
  5. re_con's Avatar
    sorry hap, but unsay meaning sa BS?
    slabdans likes this.
  6. re_con's Avatar
    lisod gyud ning mainlove ka ug too much.. better love yourself much and much and much....

    Mean what you say, lisod gyud ning naay mo ingon nimo nga love lagi taka but his actions shows the opposite...
    princize likes this.
  7. balskie's Avatar
    i can feel your pain. i'm glad you have got over it. coz only the one you love can really hurt you
    princize likes this.
  8. princize's Avatar
    @re_con its Bullsh*t hihi yes i agree with you! Many times i've seen and felt that.. it's not only painful but very degrading as well..
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  9. princize's Avatar
    @balskie this is soooo true!
  10. balskie's Avatar
    all we can do is live with the pain. i'm so sorry for you. that you have to experience such a degradation. just remember the good times you had with him and forget the bad. this way you will be able to do away with the hate. coz hate will corrode your soul
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  11. Passport's Avatar
    there is a thread on how far is the distance between pain and happiness when one gives all for love... i say pain often is the shadow of happiness, or vice versa... for love is indeed a risk, a risk worth taking

    ... let the pressure off your chest girl.. you are strong...
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  12. balskie's Avatar
    you are a gifted writer. keep on blogging
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  13. kid_blade's Avatar
    Failed relationships were not a waste of time, investing time is actually the key to your happy ending story. You can't just say "hey you're my my love of my life" with out even wasting time. Later you'll realize that it wasn't a waste of time but rather a learning process in preparation for the real one.
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  14. princize's Avatar
    @kid_blade true, that's one good thing left.. there's no regret coz i've tried and did my best.. maybe it doesn't work out lang jud.
    @balskie Thanks flattered much...
  15. princize's Avatar
    @Passport love is a risk... worth taking but sometimes it's sad to realize at the end that you've took the risk of loving someone who isn't worth the effort. Sometimes, we do it not just for the sake of love, but for the sake of the person we love.

    Thanks PP, pm me perhaps where I can find the thread? hihihi
  16. Passport's Avatar
    every thing happens for a reason, there is always a purpose in all things that happen, we never meet people for nothing... we may never know that reason nor purpose, we do not have to, except to accept the fact that life worth living is love worth having... they who chose not to be in our lives, must be set free, sometimes we are just sparrows in a hurricane... they fly away, and we just have to be on our own destiny too.
    princize likes this.
    Updated 11-22-2015 at 10:14 AM by Passport
  17. balskie's Avatar
    the best way to heal a broken heart is to find someone new.
    someone who this time will be true to you
  18. balskie's Avatar
    this song from the monkees is dedicated to princeze. let's just say i'm your follower because i can empathize with you. i felt the pain you are feeling now. when my girlfriend for 10 years married another man.

    The Monkees – I'll Be True To You Lyrics

    I'll be true to you, yes I will
    I'll be true to you, yes I will
    I won't look twice when
    The other girls go by
    I'll be true to you, yes I will

    Somehow this time, it's all so clear to me
    The way to go is easy to see
    My heart is sure you're
    The girl I've waited for
    And I'll be true to you, yes I will

    Yes I will
    I used to be the kind
    Who said that every girl's the same
    And love was just a game for having fun
    But when I looked at you
    I knew that I was wrong
    And that I really could belong to only one

    I'll be true to you, yes I will
    Every dream that you have, I'll fulfill
    I never promised this to anyone before
    But I'll be true to you, yes I will

    I'll be true to you, yes I will
    Every dream that you have, I'll fulfill

    I never promised this to anyone before
    But I'll be true to you, yes I will
    Yes I will, yes I will
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  19. woga's Avatar
    Your blog gives me the chills, because I can relate to it... A portion of it is the other way around on my part.

    A married status is such a burden... No matter how much we hold on... the cause will always be because of the status.
    princize likes this.
  20. slabdans's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by princize
    indeed... that's how when you feel you have more than enough. awww
    awww.......
    princize likes this.
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