im proud of it man kay di ko gaasa and di ko makahasul nila. plus makatabang ko, pero usahay makadissapoint when you've done so much and gamay nga sayung (di madungagan ang padala for example or di makatawag kay busy sa work) uwanan dayun kag yawyaw and ma-belittle dayun ka.... then it feels so bad. makawala ug freedom na usahay.... but then I still do it kay I just dont want to leave them hanging and I feel responsible.