I watched you gaze into the sunset
I watched you bask under the sun's setting rays
Your eyes sparkled as you watch the sea turn into gold
Then I wondered when will those eyes look at me that way
You turned around, I felt my heart skip a beat
I pretended to gaze into the horizon, as if you did not exist
Yet, I can still feel your presence, enveloping me, making it hard to breathe
Be still my heart! I reprimanded, for there is no way you will
Just like the night, you crept in slowly, silently, surely
You made no sound, left no word, left no mark
With no warning you took hold of my thoughts
You danced with it, twirled it, played with it, and left it confused
You had created an elaborate trap for these thoughts
So elaborate there seems to be no way out nor a way in
A trap so beautiful it kept my thoughts in awe
A trap that promised nothing of pain, only bliss and excitement
amazing what a gloomy weather can do to your thoughts...
my thoughts are exactly way out of line...
these thoughts are suppose to be non-existent...well, technically it shouldn't exist in the first place...or else it will be a never ending battle between my logical and illogical self.
life, in its simplest form is obviously simple...
we, who claim to be living the life, are the ones who complicate it...
well, probably because
Simple as it may seem
There are things in life that can't be explained
Questions like how, what, where, why
Can often remain unanswered
Life without emotion is often meaningless
Yet somehow emotions can lead one astray
Give in and you might regret it
Resist it and you might regret it still
Some things are meant to be
While some are not just for you
Of course in life you cannot have everything
Which is why
well not that their ghosts are still haunting...cause they're not..and no i'm not denying...
it just dawned on me...how far i've come..
from puppy loves....to tumultuous relationships...to pretentious relationships....to unstable relationships...
then a more serious...laid back..easy going....stable relationship....
i remember having to change boyfriends almost every year....making me look like a B*TCH...an easy girl...