To Tell or Not to Tell... that is the Question...

WindAndDreams

I have fallen for a guy that seems to be falling in love with me...
He has somehow manifested that in a way, but I drove him away because that is just how I am and thats how I have always been....
I run away... I'm too afraid of getting hurt... I'm too afraid to give in because I have a lot of "what ifs" in my mind...

Now, even our friendship is in jeopardy...

I just want him to know, if in case he did mean what he said (or maybe just alcohol influenced) that I feel the same way...

I just want him to know, if in case he was just joking (or alcohol influenced), that I do love him ... and that will be enough...

Or should I just walk away... again...

WindAndDreams

wish I could have hold on to that moment
I wish I can tell him that that moment is wonderful... special..
I wish I can tell him that I want him and I to hold on even for just a
while...

so I want to tell him, I want him back...

until the inevitable time comes for us to say goodbye...

egyptianprincess

Girl...

You just made me cry. It means I'm not the only one in this universe to be in that kind of dilemma. I know its not that much to some but when you get hit by cupid's arrow... you go gaga!

cYbOrG

m no expert in this stuff but i hope this will help.

sometimes we let our fear control us, it is fear who decides what we do and how or when.
sometimes the fear of losing is so overwhelming that we fail to realize how bright the stars could be beyond the clouds.

and sometimes, when all the dust have settled, when we can see clearly whats beyond the wall of fear.
an irreversible event has happened, the opportune time has passed and will never come back again.
and then we live in a life of remorse. a never ending agony of knowing that YOU HAVE NOT DONE ENOUGH.

**dessay**

tell him!..don't let his feelings slip away...tell him what you feel before it's too late...take the risk!

**P-Chan**

TELL... at least you won't regret telling him how you really feel before "something" happends

n0stALg|a

it wont harm you if you tell him about how you really feel.. at least you wont grow old askin yourself what if

**tahbiapo**

yeah open your heart and good luck to the both of you!

meanstalks

be honest. there's nothing wrong in telling the truth..

**monrose29**

wala man cguro da uton kong imo sya sultihan...

kaysa imong ng tan ugan ang imong pag bati.. unya diha ra nimo ipagawas kong ulahi na ang tanan...

..

**P-Chan**

ayaw pud open diretco.. hinay2x pud.. kung kanta pa na "let's take it slow so slow.."

WindAndDreams

Yeah, but I'm afraid he is going to be like the "kiss and tell" type. I might be rumored in the office for being... ( I can't find the word...)

What are the possible outcome if I do tell him?

**P-Chan**

well... possible out come.. hmm..

he might ignore you/ try to avoid
the kiss and tell
shocked\lost\confused\akward

but that's why you have to take it slowly.. give signs.. in that way you are telling him in an unakward moment

FK

ayaw lagi mo anang... palayo-palayo. kinahanglan ba jud d i nga palayason ang laki?

WindAndDreams

Nawala naman siguro among moment. Awkward naman kaayo mi. How do I scheme an event?

He is a friend and I think we both have to be drunk to express our feelings well. He has somehow let that feeling emerge when we were drinking with the gang. I have to be drunk too, to have the guts.

The thing is, he jokes around a lot and so I took it as a joke. And all I said was "You are just drunk." and he said it again, and again, and again... and all I said was "that is so sweet..."

From then on, I have been sending signals that we can never be...

He can't court me because we both know he is engaged...
I can't entertain him because (we both know)...

and now he is running away...

But I want to say it, just this once...

say that I 'm falling in love

... that would be enough...