not to disrespect you or anything, but again and again, just because you are at the prime of your life and have lots of experience doesn't make you wiser than any of us. a lot of Atheists devoted their lives in various research and believe that God is nothing more than a scientific hypothesis. HE CANNOT BE PROVEN NOR DISPROVEN. you, on the other hand, as a scientist devoted 12 years of hard research and concluded that there is a GOD. if that is so, why can't you prove it? you only prove it through your faith which just doesn't cut it.
anyway, James reminds me of Kurt Wise. read about him here:
Kurt Wise - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia