grabe hapit ko kahilak while reading the post..naghuot akong dughan but pugong lang jud ko nga di kahilak...
i feel 4 u sis..i can somehow relate sa situation which is the "jealous" part ba coz i myself is a jealous gf..i keep thinking of negative thoughts but i realize that i'm just hurting myself & i'd end up loser if i won't stop..ako ang alkansi..duh!
so from my own point of view i'd say, don't delve too much on negative thoughts..keep urself busy & enjoy..go out w/ close friends..if ur bf enjoys the company of other people more than he enjoys it bein' w/ u, then show him that u can also enjoy w/o him..maybe he is ignoring u because he is so confident that u'd stick w/ him no matter what which is wrong because he is abusing it..show him that ur world doesn't revolve around him..love urself & leave some pride for urself..there are many good things outside that u shouldn't miss..but it's still better if u talk to him so u can figure things out...(hay naku...easier said than done...)
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