word for me today: “Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.” (Romans 12:2)

There are a lot of things that I wanted to share here but it seems that I am so overwhelmed right now that I don’t know how to put things into words. A lot of “suddenly’s & unexpected interesting” things just happened. Last night I got offended by someone (i cared for so much) and honestly it hurt me but I learned something from it. I was reminded of the truth that I am no longer who I was, the old Jen is gone and how I react to situations or people matter a lot.The bible says that “a fool is quick tempered, but a wise person stays calm when insulted”… I don’t want to be foolish anymore. I also realized again that God’s ways are always mysterious and that He is indeed SOVEREIGN. He is so amazing on how he orchestrates things for me (and I’m sure for you too). He is so amazing with his patience on me, with his gentleness in correcting me, and with everything that he has for me, leading me to where i should go and molding me into who i should become. Everything has been planned by Him, I just got to wait for the right timing and shouldn’t give up seeking Him and to always pray for everything. Nothing is too hard for Him. Everything that is impossible with men is POSSIBLE with God. Everything that is happening to me everyday has a purpose. I may not see answered prayers yet but definitely, i will in time. I got this from a friend, she shared that God answers in 4 ways:YES, NO, WAIT & “I have something better”, whatever answers God will give me, I know I’ll just have to trust Him for he always knows what’s best for me. Things maybe uncomfortable at times but i just got to obey because God has made everything beautiful for it’s own time. So I am not giving up until i see answers and changes. I have a God who watches over me, a God who’s BIGGER than anything in this world.. a GOD who protects me…a POWERFUL God that I should fear of.. a LOVING God who never gives up on me.

*My hope, my security, my confidence and my expectations comes from Him and him alone.